so much god damn injustice.
so much god damn injustice!
its just NOT RIGHT...
when JYJ left they knew this would happen to them but still...
it's been 3 god damn years!
how dare you...
HOW DARE YOU!
i can't even wrap my head around this
i became a fan in 2009 so i was there right when it broke
i was there when all the god damn precious pieces were falling all over the fucking floor
Cassiopeia wants to pick up the pieces
but its so untouchable
and it rots and withers away because no one is there to nourish it
i don't even know what i'm talking about
oh god
it's been 3 god damn years
I AM JYJ bias, okay?
i am
i admit it
i
can't
stand
what
people
do
to
them
the presidential inauguration...
y'know i did get angry
fucking Korean media degrading JYJ and cutting their performance time
what else should i have expected? i thought
of course they would find a way
i had hoped
i had HOPED
that JYJ would have been able to perform like a normal artist for ONCE
ONCE in god damn 3 fucking years
3 GOD DAMN YEARS!
it hurts so much that i had started to think everything was going to be over
that JYJ would finally FINALLY be able to perform like normal
FINALLY
but of course
what was i thinking?
to even put any amount of trust into those god damn show hosts
those god damn camera men
those god damn...
i shouldn't have started to trust them again
it was my fault that i'm so hurt
because i started to trust them again
when i shouldn't have
----
it's just wonderful though
that all these feelings are being brought back now
it's supposed to be a time of happiness and rejoice
in basking in their success
but no
that god damn article
brought back all these dark horrible feelings
it brought them all back to me
because it hurts to re-realize their predicament
it god damn hurts
it made me re-realize why they were so sad for so long
why they write so many sad/angry songs
why they are the true heroes
because in the end
its THEM
THEY are the righteous ones
taking all this CRAP
----
the article made me remember:
that JYJ can't ever show their faces on Music Bank
it made me remember:
Jaejoongs scandal
Yoochuns scandal
it made me remember:
Save Jeju Island
and
Charity Concert in Japan
and
the Buses during Unbelievable Live Tour
it made me remember:
that it was so god damn hard for Junsu to get to perform in his own god damn country when he was promoting his solo album
and then finally they let him perform during a disability charity concert
and they turned the lights off on him and stopped recording
it reminds me:
all of the times the anonymous 'they'
the anonymous 'he'
the anonymous 'friend'
came up and i KNEW they were talking about JYJ
but people couldn't SAY it...
it reminds me:
DBSK were in DEBT to SM when JYJ left
i feel so unbelievably pissed off
and yet i feel god damn proud
and strength
i feel it coursing through my veins
i feel it
i will support JYJ always
no matter how many things they throw at them
no matter what those paid off fucking no good people say about them
no matter what
even if it means that i will feel pain
that people will spit at ME
i will stand by JYJ
they are the real heroes
i am fucking proud of them
SO god damn PROUD
i am so proud to be their fan
i wouldn't trade anything
i will always stand by them
their accomplishments
their achievements
their smiles
their laughter
their success
not only in work but in achieving everything that they want to the way they god damn want to
and
their happiness
it is mine
because they worked hard
because they are honest people
because they don't hurt others
because they TAKE the heat
because they are still humble
because they don't dish back at those bastards that hurt them and blow up even if i think they god damn have every right to
they are amazing
i will ALWAYS stand by them
i will ALWAYS be their fan
because they are better than what has been done to them
because they are better than what has been said about them
because they are better than those people who use underhanded tactics just to make sure that they hurt and that they know that they are being hurt on purpose
they are above all of that
DBSK
JYJ
i like them because of their voices
i like them because of their looks
i like them because they're personalities
i love them because of their hearts
i love that they keep moving
keep pushing through all the tough times
all the rough patches
they don't dwell
they take all that negative energy and they channel it into becoming better
they always strive to become better
they always work their hardest
everyday
THAT is what i love about these boys
THAT is why i'm Cassiopeia
THAT is why i won't ever give up on them
i love them
they are better than all of this
they will rise again
one day
one day
one day
one day
one day
we are waiting
Always Keep The Faith
Friday, March 22, 2013
Friday, March 8, 2013
DB5K are friends and the evidence is with their friends (JYJ and TVXQ)
DB5K are definitely friends
the thing with the Dong Bang boys is that they are so... polite
seriously, have you seen other idols? our boys are basically saints in comparison
which means its harder for them to SHOW their anger, frustrations, etc. with us
not saying that they don't but they are so damn polite
and that's a big reason why i love them but it is a hindrance to our understanding the situation
which is why you have to not only watch the boys closely you must also watch their friends closely
because their friends reveal more than what the boys reveal.
anyways let the analysis begin
when the lawsuit began Yunho and Changmin were on 'break' and JYJ were off on their own
Yoochun bought a house and lived with his family
Junsu lived with his family
Jaejoong lived with (well now we know but we really didnt know back then) Hyunjoong for a while
remember now
Junsu is close friends with Eunhyuk, Leetuk and Sungmin, his Super Junior boys (i wont go into their history, if you want to know how close they are just google it, this is an analysis)
(i must explain though, the Suju boys are a lot freer than DBSK... their concept is that they are all different and do different things, there are many of them so its okay for them to be a little out of line, unlike the DBSK boys...)
anyways at this time Eunhyuk and Leetuk talked a lot about Junsu. Which was amazing because it was like mentioning any of the JYJ members was like taboo or something. no one would dare to talk about them, but these 2 did. they are THAT close.
(which gave me hope that SM and non SM artist could still be friends, even after all of this lawsuit stuff, friendships outlast all of that)
for Jaejoong i will talk about Hangeng and Hyunjoong
first lets talk about Hyunjoong
Jae stayed at Hyunjoongs for a few months, right? (plus Hyunjoong even went to Canada with Jae that one time, there is no doubt that they are very close friends)
if Hyunjoong was kind enough to let Jae stay with him don't you think they are close enough that Jae would talk to Hyunjoong about his problems?
and Hyunjoong is obviously Jaejoongs friend, he would sympathize with Jae right?
remember when Yunho was on TV promoting their first comeback after the breakup?
the one with Hyunjoong and Yunho
they were very very polite towards each other
i watched as they bowed to each other and shook hands (if i remember they did this right?)
anyways i could tell they were both kind of passive aggressive (at least in my opinion)
Hyunjoong shared an interesting story about Yunho
something along the lines of Yunho being stubborn about paying for the food because Hyunjoong was the dongseng
dont you think it was kind of passive aggressive
its typical if he was with Jae and is on Jae's 'side', or if not side but he agrees with Jae more, that he would say something about Yunho just to tussle him a little?
im not saying Hyunjoong was being malicious or anything
im just saying maybe he wanted to point out to Yunho a flaw of his
anyways it was all in good fun but the whole time i was wondering how Yunho and Hyunjoong felt about each other knowing that Jae left the TVXQ dorm and is staying with Hyunjoong
its like pretending that this big thing that links them isn't there and they just spoke as if they were old friends who didnt see each other too much and nothing interesting was going on at all
even though i was wondering if Yunho ever thought to ask Hyunjoong about Jae afterwards or if they just left the set as if there was nothing to be said to each other
(maybe you should watch it again?)
anyways on to Yunho with Heechul
remember when Junsu wrote that tweet (that every assumes was towards Yunho but who knows)
i remember that Heechul said something very bluntly about 'slave' contracts and how they are not 'slave' contracts, and Shindong also said something too (darn i dont remember and dont want to go look it up)
anyways it was as if they were retorting against accusations against not just themselves but Yunho and Changmin also.
at this point i was a bit confused and riled up. why announce to the whole world all these problems and fight each other through the public media instead of just meeting up and fixing things? Maybe it wasn't just towards JYJ, maybe it was also towards the accusing fans (that were and are totally insane)
but the point is we know that Heechul (and Shindong) are in Yunho's camp
Heechul is VERY loyal and i KNOW that Heechul wouldn't allow anyone to hurt or bully Yunho (or Changmin but you know Heechul and Yunho have history, remember when Yunho got poisoned and Heechul wrote that very angry letter?)
anyways that is when i figured, so i guess they are fighting... or at least a little tense
i'm sure that they have different views on this topic (at this point i thought i really didnt like Suju because they always say whatever they want, its so unsightly, but now i appreciate it, at least a little because at least we know exactly where they stand on certain things...)
everyone at this point was also very sensitive
Don't forget about Hangeng, Heechul specifically, missed Hangeng like hell (he still misses him i believe) and it must have crushed Heechul that Hangeng left Super Junior, i'm sure he had some lawsuit/contract anger built up in him even without Yunho and Changmins predicament to set him off
moving forward in time though
i believe that now things are so much better
for one thing Junsu's friend Eunhyuk
they still hang out, still talk, still best friends forever and ever
would Eunhyuk really be so comfortable and happy with Yunho and Changmin when they are collaborating or on a show if Junsu or any of the JYJ boys had bad blood with them?
i think not
smiles and laughs like the ones that Eunhyuk and Leetuk share with the current TVXQ
i dont believe they are fake
i think they ARE friends
which gives me a HUGE amount of faith that Yunho and Changmin are okay with JYJ
I believe that Eunhyuk and Leetuk are very faithful friends to Junsu
no contract or company, nothing, could come between them, they were trainees, kids, together (this goes for Sungmin too)
and don't forget who suddenly took a picture together showing that they were friends
who?
Heechul and Jaejoong of course
SM's two princesses (well 1 former)
anyways if Heechul and Jaejoong are friends things are definitely okay between Jae and Yunho at least because Heechul is Yunho's loyal loyal friend (one thing i'm sure about with Suju is that most of them are extrememly loyal to their friends and very headstrong and determined)
if Yunho and Jae were not on good terms i cannot believe that Heechul would be Jaejoongs friend
and those of you wondering about what i think about Heechul and Hangeng
its obvious that Jae and Hangeng are still friends
they both said something strikingly similar, to the point where i thought, they really must have come up with this conclusion together because there is no other way they could have thought the exact same thing at the same time
Jaejoong revealed something about when JYJ left quite recently, it was that JYJ article where they talked about the lawsuit. he said something along the lines of 'we needed to leave when our popularity was at its peak, so that people would know that we left because of corruption of the company'
Hangeng said the same thing when he was interviewed about leaving SM on a TV show. and if you know anything about Jae and Hangeng, they share each others sentiments, they are very similar in this aspect (i was rather surprised though that they still talked because they don't mention each other, especially in the recent years, but the connection is still there. and this doesn't have much to do with anything but they both have white snakes in their MV's that are 'evil', just saying, and if you think about it pointing out that they are close friends now would just leave people thinking that they conspired together, which sounds sneaky and horrible, which they are not )
but over all the conclusion is this
for now i think DB5K are on good terms
i think the reason we don't see them together is, well for one they all are quite busy, and two it would put too much pressure on them to get back together right away.
think about it
if they have different views on the contract and the way they will go about their next few years then they cant be together
i have accepted that they have different views but many Cassiopeia haven't
think about it
DB5K go to a restaurant
tell me how many people would say 'omg are they getting back together?!'
i know i would be one of those people
but you know
just being together as friends wont get you a contract together to work together
its so much more complicated than 'are they friends or not friends'
them working together is their life choice
it involves business and contracts and so many other complicated things...
if they can't they can't and being seen together would only cause so many more problems than not being seen together
it would save Cassiopeia so much pain if they dont see each other in public
and i know that many would not agree but it is true
but let me reassure you something
i'm sure they are friends
i'm sure they see each other (definitely not in public places but privately so no one knows and it doesn't cause complications)
i'm sure that they are friends
i am absolutely positive
there is no doubt in my mind
for a fan who has been here to watch all of these things occur
and trying to piece together everything
i am so sure so it's okay
they don't hate each other so take a breath :)
maybe someday we will see DB5K again on that stage
but for now isn't it enough to know that they are still friends who love each other?
well, it's not for me but i live well enough knowing that there is that love still there, and that hope is also still there
its the reason i always keep the faith
but lets respect them
they've worked so hard
i will continue to try to be the best i can be for them also
good night!
the thing with the Dong Bang boys is that they are so... polite
seriously, have you seen other idols? our boys are basically saints in comparison
which means its harder for them to SHOW their anger, frustrations, etc. with us
not saying that they don't but they are so damn polite
and that's a big reason why i love them but it is a hindrance to our understanding the situation
which is why you have to not only watch the boys closely you must also watch their friends closely
because their friends reveal more than what the boys reveal.
anyways let the analysis begin
when the lawsuit began Yunho and Changmin were on 'break' and JYJ were off on their own
Yoochun bought a house and lived with his family
Junsu lived with his family
Jaejoong lived with (well now we know but we really didnt know back then) Hyunjoong for a while
remember now
Junsu is close friends with Eunhyuk, Leetuk and Sungmin, his Super Junior boys (i wont go into their history, if you want to know how close they are just google it, this is an analysis)
(i must explain though, the Suju boys are a lot freer than DBSK... their concept is that they are all different and do different things, there are many of them so its okay for them to be a little out of line, unlike the DBSK boys...)
anyways at this time Eunhyuk and Leetuk talked a lot about Junsu. Which was amazing because it was like mentioning any of the JYJ members was like taboo or something. no one would dare to talk about them, but these 2 did. they are THAT close.
(which gave me hope that SM and non SM artist could still be friends, even after all of this lawsuit stuff, friendships outlast all of that)
for Jaejoong i will talk about Hangeng and Hyunjoong
first lets talk about Hyunjoong
Jae stayed at Hyunjoongs for a few months, right? (plus Hyunjoong even went to Canada with Jae that one time, there is no doubt that they are very close friends)
if Hyunjoong was kind enough to let Jae stay with him don't you think they are close enough that Jae would talk to Hyunjoong about his problems?
and Hyunjoong is obviously Jaejoongs friend, he would sympathize with Jae right?
remember when Yunho was on TV promoting their first comeback after the breakup?
the one with Hyunjoong and Yunho
they were very very polite towards each other
i watched as they bowed to each other and shook hands (if i remember they did this right?)
anyways i could tell they were both kind of passive aggressive (at least in my opinion)
Hyunjoong shared an interesting story about Yunho
something along the lines of Yunho being stubborn about paying for the food because Hyunjoong was the dongseng
dont you think it was kind of passive aggressive
its typical if he was with Jae and is on Jae's 'side', or if not side but he agrees with Jae more, that he would say something about Yunho just to tussle him a little?
im not saying Hyunjoong was being malicious or anything
im just saying maybe he wanted to point out to Yunho a flaw of his
anyways it was all in good fun but the whole time i was wondering how Yunho and Hyunjoong felt about each other knowing that Jae left the TVXQ dorm and is staying with Hyunjoong
its like pretending that this big thing that links them isn't there and they just spoke as if they were old friends who didnt see each other too much and nothing interesting was going on at all
even though i was wondering if Yunho ever thought to ask Hyunjoong about Jae afterwards or if they just left the set as if there was nothing to be said to each other
(maybe you should watch it again?)
anyways on to Yunho with Heechul
remember when Junsu wrote that tweet (that every assumes was towards Yunho but who knows)
i remember that Heechul said something very bluntly about 'slave' contracts and how they are not 'slave' contracts, and Shindong also said something too (darn i dont remember and dont want to go look it up)
anyways it was as if they were retorting against accusations against not just themselves but Yunho and Changmin also.
at this point i was a bit confused and riled up. why announce to the whole world all these problems and fight each other through the public media instead of just meeting up and fixing things? Maybe it wasn't just towards JYJ, maybe it was also towards the accusing fans (that were and are totally insane)
but the point is we know that Heechul (and Shindong) are in Yunho's camp
Heechul is VERY loyal and i KNOW that Heechul wouldn't allow anyone to hurt or bully Yunho (or Changmin but you know Heechul and Yunho have history, remember when Yunho got poisoned and Heechul wrote that very angry letter?)
anyways that is when i figured, so i guess they are fighting... or at least a little tense
i'm sure that they have different views on this topic (at this point i thought i really didnt like Suju because they always say whatever they want, its so unsightly, but now i appreciate it, at least a little because at least we know exactly where they stand on certain things...)
everyone at this point was also very sensitive
Don't forget about Hangeng, Heechul specifically, missed Hangeng like hell (he still misses him i believe) and it must have crushed Heechul that Hangeng left Super Junior, i'm sure he had some lawsuit/contract anger built up in him even without Yunho and Changmins predicament to set him off
moving forward in time though
i believe that now things are so much better
for one thing Junsu's friend Eunhyuk
they still hang out, still talk, still best friends forever and ever
would Eunhyuk really be so comfortable and happy with Yunho and Changmin when they are collaborating or on a show if Junsu or any of the JYJ boys had bad blood with them?
i think not
smiles and laughs like the ones that Eunhyuk and Leetuk share with the current TVXQ
i dont believe they are fake
i think they ARE friends
which gives me a HUGE amount of faith that Yunho and Changmin are okay with JYJ
I believe that Eunhyuk and Leetuk are very faithful friends to Junsu
no contract or company, nothing, could come between them, they were trainees, kids, together (this goes for Sungmin too)
and don't forget who suddenly took a picture together showing that they were friends
who?
Heechul and Jaejoong of course
SM's two princesses (well 1 former)
anyways if Heechul and Jaejoong are friends things are definitely okay between Jae and Yunho at least because Heechul is Yunho's loyal loyal friend (one thing i'm sure about with Suju is that most of them are extrememly loyal to their friends and very headstrong and determined)
if Yunho and Jae were not on good terms i cannot believe that Heechul would be Jaejoongs friend
and those of you wondering about what i think about Heechul and Hangeng
its obvious that Jae and Hangeng are still friends
they both said something strikingly similar, to the point where i thought, they really must have come up with this conclusion together because there is no other way they could have thought the exact same thing at the same time
Jaejoong revealed something about when JYJ left quite recently, it was that JYJ article where they talked about the lawsuit. he said something along the lines of 'we needed to leave when our popularity was at its peak, so that people would know that we left because of corruption of the company'
Hangeng said the same thing when he was interviewed about leaving SM on a TV show. and if you know anything about Jae and Hangeng, they share each others sentiments, they are very similar in this aspect (i was rather surprised though that they still talked because they don't mention each other, especially in the recent years, but the connection is still there. and this doesn't have much to do with anything but they both have white snakes in their MV's that are 'evil', just saying, and if you think about it pointing out that they are close friends now would just leave people thinking that they conspired together, which sounds sneaky and horrible, which they are not )
but over all the conclusion is this
for now i think DB5K are on good terms
i think the reason we don't see them together is, well for one they all are quite busy, and two it would put too much pressure on them to get back together right away.
think about it
if they have different views on the contract and the way they will go about their next few years then they cant be together
i have accepted that they have different views but many Cassiopeia haven't
think about it
DB5K go to a restaurant
tell me how many people would say 'omg are they getting back together?!'
i know i would be one of those people
but you know
just being together as friends wont get you a contract together to work together
its so much more complicated than 'are they friends or not friends'
them working together is their life choice
it involves business and contracts and so many other complicated things...
if they can't they can't and being seen together would only cause so many more problems than not being seen together
it would save Cassiopeia so much pain if they dont see each other in public
and i know that many would not agree but it is true
but let me reassure you something
i'm sure they are friends
i'm sure they see each other (definitely not in public places but privately so no one knows and it doesn't cause complications)
i'm sure that they are friends
i am absolutely positive
there is no doubt in my mind
for a fan who has been here to watch all of these things occur
and trying to piece together everything
i am so sure so it's okay
they don't hate each other so take a breath :)
maybe someday we will see DB5K again on that stage
but for now isn't it enough to know that they are still friends who love each other?
well, it's not for me but i live well enough knowing that there is that love still there, and that hope is also still there
its the reason i always keep the faith
but lets respect them
they've worked so hard
i will continue to try to be the best i can be for them also
good night!
Yunjae
its been a long time
yunjae...
i dont doubt they love each other
never ever ever
i will never doubt that
they love each other
like LOVE love each other
its just fate
its just the way things are
they are just meant to be
i never believed in fate before yunjae
never did
but yunjae is just so...
right
they are so right
its sad that it hurts
its sad
the situation
everything thats wrong
but them together
THAT
is so right.
im not one of those people who think that everything that yunjae do they do for each other
they are people
people who are so different from each other
they cant be together in front of us right now
they cant be together everyday every hour right now
but they ARE together again
i am sure
they are...
they are so messed up
they are a 'hot' couple, its so obvious
they love each other and there is no logic to it
there is just passion
their love is plain passion
its NOT logical for them to be together
im sure they both know that
but they are
its because they love each other
they were fated to love each other
they themselves...
they were meant to be
i am so sure of this
i am so sure of their love
its so warm
when i see them together
i know i am not the only one who sees it
its so warm
when they glance
when they touch
and i know they share something more
you just FEEL it
they are so right
them together
they are so right
yunjae...
i dont doubt they love each other
never ever ever
i will never doubt that
they love each other
like LOVE love each other
its just fate
its just the way things are
they are just meant to be
i never believed in fate before yunjae
never did
but yunjae is just so...
right
they are so right
its sad that it hurts
its sad
the situation
everything thats wrong
but them together
THAT
is so right.
im not one of those people who think that everything that yunjae do they do for each other
they are people
people who are so different from each other
they cant be together in front of us right now
they cant be together everyday every hour right now
but they ARE together again
i am sure
they are...
they are so messed up
they are a 'hot' couple, its so obvious
they love each other and there is no logic to it
there is just passion
their love is plain passion
its NOT logical for them to be together
im sure they both know that
but they are
its because they love each other
they were fated to love each other
they themselves...
they were meant to be
i am so sure of this
i am so sure of their love
its so warm
when i see them together
i know i am not the only one who sees it
its so warm
when they glance
when they touch
and i know they share something more
you just FEEL it
they are so right
them together
they are so right
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