homin’s moments and relationship from a
japanese staff’s point of view
this
is from a Japanese fan’s Twitter text-photo-post that a Chinese fan has translated; in
to English by me. Not exactly unusual account from a staff to a friend,
take with a grain of salt, but most things seems reasonably believable /and
oh so very precious;;/
“K-kun
also said, when Changmin looks at Yunho, it’s such a gentle gaze.”
The
fan’s words:
“Even
though I have some worries, but I still want to write about some moments that
made me truly believe in their bond.
Because
this is told from a friend, this could be said to be written from my own
feelings, I don’t know if this will bring trouble to my friends, I’m a bit
cowardly and a little afraid.
(I
obtained permission from my friend to write this. If this ever make any problems,
I will make this a private note) *t/n this post was made on her blog and then
spread through twitter via long text post picture
Anyways,
I will try my best to write in a way that won’t trouble my friend.
My
friend, K-kun, from sometime ago, has had chance of numerous encounters with
Yunho and Changmin.
But
K-kun’s knowledge of Tohoshinki is only limited to knowing who is who. He
doesn’t know that the two are very close. And he doesn’t know I have a fujoshi
side www
K-kun
said, I wonder what kind of relationship those two have.
After
hearing this I was a bit confused, I thought, “Eh? Is their relationship
exposed.”
But
then after talking to K-kun about this for some time, I understood that he did
not mean it in any shipping ways at all.
K-kun
told me these moments between the two.
They
don’t talk very often, but they always sit together. When someone they don’t
know very well, like K-kun, give a drink to Yunho, Yunho wouldn’t drink it just
then. And then at this time, Changmin would very naturally out of instinct take
the drink, pour it in a cup, or open the cap and give it to Yunho, and then
Yunho drinks it.
Sometimes
water drips from the cup; Changmin would clean it immediately.
Sometimes
Yunho would be coughing; Changmin would pat his back and give him some water.
Sometimes
after sitting so long and suddenly getting up Yunho would feel a bit dizzy;
Changmin would hold out his hand and help Yunho immediately.
Even
as they leave the room, Changmin’s hand was still holding Yunho’s back.
And
in contrast, when Changmin doesn’t feel well, Yunho would concernedly ask about
him.
Because
it was in Korean, K-kun doesn’t understand, but he can feel the caring in
Yunho’s voice.
Sometimes
Yunho would shut his eyes and rest, and Changmin gets out of the room for
something. Yunho open his eyes and sees that Changmin is not there, and seems a
little lost and uneasy, looking around to find him. When Changmin comes back,
he would relax and have a relieved expression.
Like
when a lost child has found his mother, that kind of expression. *t/n: i
laughed yunho you’re two years older???????
And
Changmin after coming back would give him a gentle smile as while.
Sometimes
Changmin would rest with his eyes closed, or sit around doing other things, for
example playing games, and if Yunho by his side needed anything, Changmin would
immediately respond.
At
the beginning when K-kun saw Changmin like this, he found it quite strange, he
thought, why didn’t the staff do these things. Doesn’t Changmin get tired. Why
doesn’t Changmin ever complain. But as he saw them more often, K-kun gradually
thought, if that was the way they always get along, and then suddenly the staff
do these things, they would probably feel more uneasy.
K-kun
also said, the two, even towards someone new like K-kun, always treated him
seriously. Even though they are such popular celebrities, they are always very
polite, and humble as well. WHen leaving, Yunho even shook his hand and said
thank you to K-kun.
K-kun
also said, when Changmin looks at Yunho, it’s such a gentle gaze, like the
Virgin Mary (t/n: i laughed translating this but this is a pretty common
expression in Asia as to express kindness and all accepting and fondness kind
of thing; it sounds weird in translation but it’s a common phrase js) He thinks
that the relationship they have is very special. No matter how many people are in
the room, they will have space for the two of them alone. A combination like
this, he has never seen before.
And
K-kn said he could feel it, for Yunho who feels uneasy when Changmin is not
here, his trust for Changmin is absolute.
As
I heard these words from K-kun, I thought, the two of them has supported each
other and worked through those painful times, and now the bond between the two
them, must be something more firm and deep than language can describe.
Maybe
lots of things happened, and they will have their own love life, this I won’t
refute.
But
those people not trusting their bond, I cannot approve of.
Their
relationship, what holds them together, must be something even more than bond,
than trust, or even love.
And
so I like them like so. And I think they will never betray their fans.
I
think we should just throw away those unpleasant thoughts, and simply protect
the two of them happily smiling, and do the best we can to support them. Such
is enough. “
－－－and those were her words :> and I crawl
away again I found this today after a day of chemistry and it was heavenly
bless/// translating this was bubbly and lovely hope you enjoyed~
______
literally cried after reading thisbeause for a while ive seriously thought about how changmin isnt taking care of yunho and i was all worried ven though i knew i shouldnt bei would get mad at changmin because blond coordi would be around yunho helping him instead of changmin helping hmwhen really it shoul be the staffs jobbut still for my boysthey need each otherthe youngest need the oldestbut i feel like yunho needs changmin so muchso much morejust like jae needs yoosu so so much sometimes...im so glad i read thismy worries are relievedbut it somehow hurts more knowing they are like this... ;_;
