Sunday, February 5, 2012

i dont even know


I posted this on kpopsecrets...
i didnt have the guts to put it on my tumblr...
its also Yunhos birthday and i feel its sad that all im thinking about is Jaejoong...
;_;


I had a dream about Super Junior's Kangin coming back from the army, because i know he's coming back soon, and Jaejoong was there.  Jaejoong saw that the other Suju members were there to greet Kangin so Jaejoong just stayed back and watched him from afar.  But one of the first things Kangin did was walk right up to Jaejoong.  Jaejoong seemed hesitant with his old friend at first but Kangin hugged him really tightly and warmly and told him that it was okay and that he was sorry he wasn't there for him and his other precious dongsengs when they were having such a hard time.  Jaejoong was shocked for a second but then just cried in his arms, he cried really hard, seemingly relieved because he looked like he thought Kangin was going to be mad at him.  Kangin held onto him so tightly and warmly and i really cried in my sleep as this scenario played in my head.  When i woke up i just cried some more, i couldn't stand it.  I really hope that when Kangin comes back he and Jaejoong are still close friends.  No matter what their reunion would be so heart breaking.  It would be heart breaking if this were how their reunion would be after so long, just comforting each other in tears, or even just seeing each other again and hugging, but what would be even more heart breaking would be if they didn't even acknowledge each other, as if they were strangers, even after going through so much together as kids and as adults.  I really believe these two had a strong friendship and i want to believe that they still do.
Secret because some people don't understand the bond between some Super Junior members and some DBSK members.
Secret because i don't ship KangJae i just love their friendship so much.  I don't want other people coming around to me telling me that 'KangJae is not real' because it's not like i think they're dating.

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