Tuesday, March 11, 2014

how do you feel about the current tvxq/jyj?

I no longer have the feeling of wanting to return to the past.  I want to continue with the boys and find a future where there are the 5 of them together and stronger than ever.
I think its really selfish of me to continuously only think of the past when they were together and not think about how hard they’re working as individuals now.
They don’t regret which means I shouldn’t regret.  They shouldn’t have to constantly apologize to us, we shouldn’t be the ones wallowing and taking comfort in their kind words only, we need to be the ones holding THEM up and helping THEM.  We are Cassiopeia, right?
They are continuing and i’ve reached a point where, instead of wishing to return to the past and pull them back I want to hold hands with them moving towards a future where I believe one day they will reunite again.
So yes we did have everything, and it feels like we lost something when they split, but… it’s not like we really lost any of them, right? We didn’t lose them or their bond with each other or with us.  We still have those 5 amazing guys that I feel so thankful for each and every day.  These 5 guys that acknowledge THEIR Pearl Red and THEIR Cassiopeia and Bigeast.
It’s been years and years for me and i feel very worn.  I’ve gone through all those very intense emotions very intense and as of now I believe they haven’t lost anything. I believe they are growing so much. I believe that the bond they had is still there.  I believe the bond we have with them is still there.  I believe that fate really did bring them together and that fate will bring them together again in the future.
Right now as individuals they are building an even stronger platform for DB5K as a whole.
I really love them and I want them to be happy always and even the smallest things that I can do for them, like buying an album or doing a fan project or writing a little rant, if that can make their lives a little easier and make them smile a little more then it’s all worth it.
DB5K WASn’t the ultimate group
DB5K ARE the ultimate group
and they will continue to be for a very very long time and I intend to stay with them for the rest of my life.
Well I guess I should end with AKTF, Always Keep The Faith

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