TT^TT Today is one of those days where i just love DBSK so freaking much!! SO FREAKING MUCH! Oh gosh...

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[Trans] 101221 JYJ Twitter Update

He’s in Busan!
(Jaejoong) Busan’s nice~ (5:33pm KST)

Studying Abroad, Party of Tears, and Luke Skywakaaaaaa
(Yoochun) Ah….. I’m tired…… Aren’t there any happy things to do? Life….is boring (12:46am KST)

(Yoochun) Though it was more fun because we were lacking and it was tiring….. I want to deny everything just for one day.. Like how everyone else does… (12:55am KST)

(Yoochun) Should I… leave Korea for a couple of years?? I’ve been thinking about it for the past couple of months… I could study… Just until I started missing someone like crazy… If it’s possible, I want to go next year… A study abroad that isn’t a study abroad!! (1:00am KST)

(Yoochun) That’s impossible though~ Because there is something here that is important to me…. Because our members are here… I could never do that ….Because I can leave this…as just another wishful thought… I can talk about it like this…. Because if I talk about it… the longing for it lessens (1:33am KST)
(Jaejoong) @6002theMicky Yoochun, if you go away to study abroad, I’m going to immigrate to somewhere in space. Don’t be too caught up in your emotions, and with Lunar New Year’s Day coming up, let’s have a party of tears on Christmas day, Yookchun ㅠ(1:35am KST)
(Yoochun) @mjjeje hahahaha^^ It should be okay for me to get caught up in my emotions because we love each other!! I’m always thankful and I love you, Junsu too..(1:40am KST)
(Yoochun) @mjjeje If you do immigrate to outer space, send my greetings to Luke^^ Star Wars (1:41am KST)
(Jaejoong) @6002theMicky Well I won’t be able to speak their language so you should go instead~ My face is so unique that the people in outer space might actually think that I really am an alien ㅠ Yookchun, let’s meet up tomorrow, I suddenly really miss you and Junsu(1:48am KST)
(Yoochun) @mjjeje Hyung…I’m…. just thankful…To Junsu..as well…. (2:36am KST)

Nawww♥
(Jaejoong) Ah, I’m happy. To have someone who makes me happy and someone who I can affectionately worry about ^^ Goodnight everyone (1:56am KST)

It’s the people that matter, not the alcohol
(Joon Yeong) @mjjeje @6002theMicky The Blues that we’re keeping for you. Delivery of them is available to your party of tears.(1:56am KST)
(Jaejoong) @yeojy I won’t ask a person who is precious to me to deliver that to me. All I want to do is share it with you (2:02am KST)

More Soulmate love (Mostly because Jaejoong’s kind of…drunk)
(Jaejoong) Tomorrow is our fansign event at Gwanju. I hope it is a fansign event where everyone is considerate of each other. Because we all share the same feelings for each other~ I’m really going to bed now, goodnight (2:21am KST)
(Yoochun) @mjjeje Because we now have to hide our tears and cry on the inside^^ That makes me happy yet it wears me out^^ But still, it’s okay!! (2:37am KST)

(Jaejoong) @6002theMicky A thank you is not enough to convey my feelings! I love you ..I like these words that I get to say to you every day.. I like these words though I say it so often that we may not be able to feel the sincerity within them.. I’ll see you tomorrow Yoochun^^ (2:39am KST)
(Jaejoong) @6002theMicky I love you always Yoochun, I’ve always told you this, right? You say you know when I’m crying and laughing on the inside just from looking at my eyes? That means… we.. have found a reason to keep living for each other rather than just for ourselves.. You, me and Junsu.. And Junsu is also another reason for my existence (2:44am KST)
(Jaejoong) @6002theMicky My words are getting a little weird because I’ve had a drink… haha, Anyway I like our members. I tear up and feel frustrated that I can’t tell you this all the time.. It’s difficult to bring up Yunho and Changmin when I talk.. Because it feels like my heart and my words are like heaven and earth.. If you and Junsu were by my side, I might have been like how I was at the afterparty.. (2:52am KST)

Woah deep O__O
(Yoochun) A mirror…. or a mirror that is slightly broken..Or….A mirror that only I can see…. How could you all be able to see it….when that mirror doesn’t even exist(2:40am KST)

Source: [Jaejoong+Yoochun+Other's Twitter]
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changmin quote

Q: If you were given a chance to reborn, would you want to be TVXQ again?

Changmin: To be honest, my answer in the past was no. I wouldn’t want to live this hateful life again because I had already experienced it once, this was my thought. But lately I felt that this was actually not a bad idea, I think I would want to continue singing and dancing, and be TVXQ again.

to sum up everything that happened

2 Yoochun bad rumors

1 Jaejoong bad rumor

Yoochun gets slapped at airport going to Chile

JYJ get stuck in LA for a long time because of flight delays

like thousands of fans from South America came to support JYJ

Changmin's grandmother dies :'( they are on their Tone Tour)

JYJ went back to Korea

Jae had a nervous break down and was sent home after staying with Yoochun for 3 days at the funeral

Yoohwan was sent to the hospital for 2 day of the funeral but was back for the burial

Jae fainted and was sent home with a UV the last day of the funeral and didn't get to go to the burial

Junsu was with Yoochun and so was many other celebrities and family etc.

Jaejoong went into 'hiding' i guess (well thats the way i see it) for about a week (because i counted the days omg i was going crazy at this point) thank god Jae's sisters tweeted about him a little bit

then Yoochun went straight back to working on Rooftop Prince and Junsu went back to his musical playing Todd

then finally Jaejoong tweets and he's suddenly blonde

he stays blond for a week or so but we don't really have a lot of pictures of him with that beautiful hair (only photoshoot was that 1 nii photoshoot) :'(

I find it funny Jae became better after Yunho and Changmin came back from Japan

srsly if you look at the background of Jae's room you see his white ipad?
im sorry but srsly Jae has a black ipad but now it's white
and Yunho's ipad  is white but then after i saw a pic with Changmin and a black ipad??!!




Jaejoongs back to glorious black

and then

Yunho cries on the 2nd day of the Tone Tour (the same day the Titanic sank btw)
and then Jaejoong immediately follows Heechul who followed him back (yes same day)
then Jaejong accidentally followed a fan that tweeted him a picture of our leader crying (ninjas because he didnt follower her for long and he only follows 3 ppl now junsu, chun and now heechul)

Junsus going to have a solo album soon

 Kangin is back btw cry cry crying with those ELFs

Changmin and Yunho's Tone Tour concert went perfect 3 days in tokyo dome with something like 160,000 fans (a record and such <3)

Junsu and his 'clan' tweet with his Elisabeth cast lmao that was definitely a Naruto reference XD

Yoochun! one of the Rooftop Prince episodes was postponed because of the script writers or something so there are 3 episodes this week

Zhoumi's bday, Jessica's bday

and yeah

so stuff!!!

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i think Jaejoong...
i don't even knooooowwwww
his latest tweet is like
'breathing without the one you love = being alive but not living'
people say its referring to Yoochun's drama but even if its from Chunnie's drama it's something that definitely has to do with himself
and he tweeted that right after he accidentally followed the girl that tweeted him the picture of Yunho on the day Yunho was crying

gawwww out of everyone he worries me the most

because he's just not there doing anything

its not like him to stay home like this

and he's becoming so introverted

like he used to have the most celeb friends and other friends in DBSK and go out all the time but idek
now he only follows 3 ppl on twitter
but i shouldn't be so worried because he's probably still good friends with everyone (like hyunjoong etc)
but... its just that he's so secluded... yeah.... i shouldn't be so worried idek
sometimes people just need to be alone
but
Im just worried okay?!
*sigh*

no one should ever read this

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I HATE YOU!
i am so fucking worried about you!
please give us some sign that you are alive!
PLEASE!
Jaejoong...
I HATE YOU!
YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT US ANYMORE?
YOU CAN'T HANDLE US ANYMORE?
YOUR FANS ARE WAITING
HOLDING OUR BREATH EVERY SECOND THAT WE DON'T HEAR ANYTHING FROM YOU

STAND UP DAMMIT

STAND UP!!!

why am i crying over you?
i hate you so fucking much
jaejoong
jaejoong stand up

jaejoong

SAY something!

anything

just let us know that your still alive

120321 Lee Seung Hyun talked about Jaejoong!

Q. You were in an idol group ‘Focuz’, how did you decide to choose musical as another challenge? 

A. I had loved singing and dancing very much and before I had a wish to be an actor because my mother was an actress. I thought the genre that includes all these things (singing, dancing and acting) is musical and it is the stage that I can express my talents. I wanted to start at the very bottom as a trainee. But I had no chance at all, then JYJ Jaejoong hyung contacted me unexpectedly. Before I had talked a lot that I want to do musical, then Jaejoong hyung-nim had kept it in mind and told me ‘Why don’t you take an audition? There’s a good role.’ I am really thankful. He is like the savior of my life.

Source: Naver Blog
Translated by: Jeneration
Shared by: JYJ3

He who lived up to the name 'Cassiopeia'

He who lived up to the name 'Cassiopeia'

artofgrieve:

He who lived up to the name ‘Cassiopeia’

[TRANS] He who lived up to the name ‘Cassiopeia’

T/N: This is a true story.

He was a lawyer, he was always busy.

She was a psychiatrist, she was always free.

He always worked as hard as he could so he would be able to spend more time with her.

She always stayed at home so she could chat on the internet… even when he got back, she’d pay no attention.

She was a delinquent; she smoked, drank and got into fights, she even stole from her father so she could leave home, yet he would always gently run his hand through her long hair, telling her everything would be okay.

He was always on her side, defending her, speaking up for her.

He used to say ‘Lots of girls smoke nowadays, she’s not the only one, it’ll be okay as long as she doesn’t get addicted.’

He used to say ‘Who were the ones who allowed her to take her first sip of alcohol at 2-3 years old? The fact that she drinks is not her fault alone.’

He used to say ‘It’s no mystery that she’s withdrawn and a bit of an eccentric, why would she get into fights if people didn’t provoke her?’

He used to say ‘If you hadn’t tried to give her a new mother, would there have been a need for her to leave home? She would’ve starved to death if she hadn’t taken that money.’

He always sounded so reasonable, as though she’d done nothing wrong.

He was so nice, the ideal for so many girls, but even by the age of 24, he’d only ever dated once. He always put all his time and attention on her; he would hold her hand when they crossed roads, he would watch over her when they went on buses, he would call to make sure she’d gotten home safely at night, and he would watch her eat with a silly smile over meals. He was so filial, yet he’d always fight with their parents over her. He was so mature, yet he was always willing to mess around and have fun with her, to talk about TVXQ with her… he’d always say ‘Grow up sooner so you can marry them, even though it worries me, I’ll be fine with it as long as it’s what you want.’

The two of them grew up together, no one ever looked after them so they looked out for each other. Together, they walked through 20 odd winters.

She remembers the time when TVXQ first separated… he asked ‘Do you believe that they’ll be back?’ She replied ‘I do, because the five of them never told us they’d broken up.’ And so he said ‘When they make their comeback, I’ll take you. First row.’ She told him ‘Okay’.

That was the first and last time he ever made a promise that was never fulfilled. He survived congenital heart disease, he survived the pain of losing their mother, he survived all the difficulties at work. He was like superman, he lived through all those ups and downs… yet he didn’t survive that one car accident…

She remembers clearly the way the car hit them, the world spun, the glasses shattered. It flew towards her, and at that moment, he leaped across to shield her, taking the impact. She survived with only a cut across her thigh… but the accident left him with cuts all over his back from the broken glass.

She thought he’d leave her as she watched him lie on that bed, covered in bandages, his face deathly pale. She was helpless, the room reeked of formaldehyde. She felt as though she could see her mother again, her mother’s leg… her mother’s ashes… there was only one leg… a thin layer in that box of ashes.

She grew more and more afraid, with trembling hands, she switched on her laptop and told a few other Cassiopeia about her fears. She burst into tears when she saw the comforting words that were their responses. Her vision was blurred, but she remembered the names of those fans and kept them buried in her heart.

It was midnight, he’d woken up. She smiled. Everyone told her ‘It’s fine, you should sleep, you’re a patient here too.’ She went to bed, the edge of her lips lifted in a smile. Her leg was hurting less. That night, she didn’t dream.

The next day, she was woken by the shouts of the nurses, they were calling for help. He saw his body covered in blood, watched as the doctors frantically carried him out. She lost it and ran out to follow, disregarding the wound on her leg. She stood outside the operation room all morning, until the blood had seeped through her trouser leg and she was dragged away to have it re-bandaged

When she got back, she saw the doctor shake his head at her father. She didn’t hear the words that left his lips, at that moment there was nothing important than seeing him.

He was awake and saw her go in, with all his strength, he managed for force a smile. Then he said ‘Xiao Liang, I want to listen to music, TVXQ.’

And so, as he lied on his bed, she sat beside him in her wheelchair. They shared the earphones and listened to the voices of 5 angels.

He said ‘You have to be good’ He said ‘Don’t withdraw yourself, Cassiopeia are good people.’

He said ‘To be honest, I’m an unfit fan, I haven’t been to a single one of their concerts, I’ve never bought their merchandise or their albums. I’m not even a member of TVXQ Baidu.’

He said ‘When do you think their comeback concert will be?’

She smiled, a genuine smile. ‘I won’t make any guesses on that, but I bet they’ll sing Stand By U.’

She never got an answer. A moment later, she leaned down to his ear and whispered ‘Don’t leave with any regrets, I’ll be there on your behalf.’

A tear left the corner of his eye as he was taken away.

She sat still, TVXQ’s song still playing… She remained for the rest of the afternoon.

That was my brother, his name was Shen Yi Xuan.

He was a fan, a year older than Changmin. He never bought any albums or any merchandise, he never went to any concerts and was never a member of TVXQ Baidu. He says he doesn’t qualify as Cassiopeia, yet he was listening to TVXQ’s voices as he left me. He told me to guess when their comeback would be. He said that it was a shame he wouldn’t be there for it, but that I should go for him. It’ s hard to believe that a person like this would actually call himself an unfit fan…

I promised my brother I’d go to the comeback concert, but in all honesty I don’t know how much longer I’ll be around. My brother had congenital heart disease and so do I. I could be chatting happily on QQ with other fans today and leave to join my brother the next. Given the current situation, no one knows when the comeback will be. With the way this family is wavering, I wonder if our dream will ever come true, what if I don’t make it?

All I can hope for is that this family will stay together, at least it will give me a reason to hold on. Aren’t we all waiting for the same thing? Why must we fight amongst ourselves?

(omitted)

Finally, I have a selfish request… I hope more fans out there will remember this name. His name was Shen Yi Xuan.