encouragement

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When I say i get encouragement from them it’s the truth

They make Jaejoong being adopted sound so bad but really he was adopted into a nice family and was happy there

the real hardships started when he started going to school and being the youngest child with 8 older sisters wore his sister hand-me-downs until he was in middle school.  He was teased a lot during that time, his sister around his age used to beat people up for messing with Jaejoong.  He was told he couldn’t sing well, his family didn’t approve so he only practiced at the computer lab in a room.  He ran away from home and biked all the way to Seoul.  Worked endlessly, trained and trained until he finally became who he is today :)

but it’s not only Jaejoong (although his sad past is mentioned more than others)

Yunho ran away from home too! But Jaejoong never had to sleep under a bridge like Yunho did and Jaejoong never had to pick up coins on the floor or under couches like Yunho did (although Jae did give blood to pay for a piece of food for himself once)

Yunho and Jae make me feel like I can go against the grain, work hard, and just keep at it no matter what

Yoochun flew all the way from America, left his family… most precious was his younger brother. Yoochun was only 16 or 17, he knew no one and he missed his brother terribly

Yoochun makes me feel like I can keep going on while loving and missing people who are not with me now, having the courage to go on without people you feel you need is really hard

Junsu was trained for a very very long time and was told by doctors not to pursue singing yet he sang everyday and practiced every day without fail

Junsu makes me feel as if positive thinking actually does work and that I can get through life without having to become someone too down to earth but still be myself and act a little childish and innocent

Changmin is the only one who doesn’t really have a sad past haha

Changmin though, he has to grow up so fast.  His personality keeps changing as if when he debuted he was like an old man and now he actually is having fun and not being so serious

Changmin makes me think maybe it’s okay to reevaluate what i think is important and try to change myself so I can live a better and happier life

I haven’t even talked about how they encourage me as a group! Let me just shorten that part to ‘they make me a better person’

DBSK is a healer for me

When i’m having a hard time it’s DBSK that come into my mind and make me think everything will be okay as long as I work hard like them and never let obstacles get in my way

Our Fire

ah...
i'm so proud of all of them
i think i want to cry
it's just that all 5 of them have grown up so much
have become their own person
i mean

i used to cry because they were a unit and afterwards they seemed so broken
and i wished and wished and wished
that they could be together to help each other and complete each other
but

they've grown so so so much...
i know its been YEARS but really...
up until now it's been so hard for them

the tears they shed separately
the pains they felt separately
at those times i prayed for them to be together so they could help each other get through it all

but i'm so stupid
no actually it wasn't stupid but really
i didn't understand
or i didnt WANT to understand
that through going through these pains as individuals instead of a unit
they weren't just hurting
they were growing as people

growing and strengthening themselves
they had depended so much on each other that i feared they would break if they had to deal with everything separately
i feared and feared

i thought things
i still think these things occasionally
the only one able to tell Jaejoong to go to sleep when he is having insomnia is Yunho
the only one able to make Changmin laugh when crap gets hard is Junsu
the one who fixes Yunho's outfits, gets Yunho water, covers his face on a plane, is Jaejoong
those types of thoughts

and they were true for a while
Jaejoong stayed up late into the night fostering some bad habits
Changmin was so angry and depressed
Yunho sometimes seemed so... alone
but slowly

Jaejoong learned to deal with a balance himself without other people having to tell him
Changmin went to therapy and made friends with Suju and SHINee and became brighter
Yunho too has become better
and these are just some examples i mean
i worried about all of them

Yoochun and Junsu too...

i was so worried they would break without the others support

because as young men they had each other to lean on
and now they were standing by themselves and i was scared they would get hurt
and i cried and wanted to protect them

i constantly watched their pains and suffering
those tears and those words written in their eyes

but i also watched as they grew and changed
and at first i didn't like it
don't change
don't change
don't change

selfish
i'm so selfish
i wanted them to remain as they were
i wanted them to be dependent on each other always
i wanted them to need each other
i wanted them to be together
selfish feelings

and i knew they were selfish but i wanted and wanted

they always give their all to us, their fans
they always give to us
we are so spoiled
i think
because we want it they will surely do it just for us
because we are their fans
because it shows that they love us and love each other

selfish

they always sacrifice for us
and we can't understand when they do something selfish for themselves?
what kind of fan am i?
to be sad
to be angry
because they wouldn't give in and be together...
because they were for once being a little selfish....
and the whole while of being selfish
being apart
it was like they were constantly saying

i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
that i did something selfish

constantly apologizing
pain in their eyes as they tried to show us how much they love us
pain in their hearts because we were/are so upset with them

i as a fan was/am so selfish
because the feelings of
'i want you together'
remains branded on my heart
but it's also a strange feeling
now this feeling doesn't include
'i want to return to the past'
because that thought
that thought
would mean i don't appreciate how hard they've worked separately

how they constantly showed their love for us
how they constantly battled everything

EVERYTHING
for us
for us
for us
for us
for us
EVERYTHING

i loved the them of the past
i love the them of now equally if not more

they've grown
and i'll be damned if i don't open my eyes and see that and appreciate that

i see now
as a unit they were a strong relentless fire

and the feared separation...

i knew in my heart the 5 fires could sustain separately but i wanted the warmth of the 1 large fire that kept me safe and warm

but by separation the fires were able to be fostered and grown individually
and the warmth i feel from all of them separately
has grown so tremendously

at first there could only be a large fire in the living room
and now the whole house can be warm

and i feel a bit stupid for not understanding how we needed 5 separate fires

and although i remember standing in the living room near the fire
eyes dancing with the light
the feeling of comfort
warmth enveloping me

i cannot deny that we needed a warm house

that this fire obviously should and could not be contained but needed to expand

and it's not even like they're really separated
because they warm the same people in the same house they always have
and now can warm even more people

anyways

the 5 of them
seem so happy
so happy
free
free
free
free
free
boundless

i want to repeat again
the feeling of
'i want to see them together'
remains
but
'i want to return to the past'
does not

it's more like

the large warm fire that warmed the fireplace everyone knew was the biggest warmest fire ever
then separately the warmth spread and it was not as warm at first
the people in the house (Cassiopeia btw) were scared of that
but it kindled well separately
and everyone (even those not within the house) knew that the house was the warmest even though there were separate fires

but the people in the house
although warmer than all the other houses
longed for the burn of their first fire

they know it's selfish
they revel in the warmth they have now and understand it
but the scorch is like an addiction and they wish they could have a taste of it again

i believe one day...
this may sound a bit stupid
but
i want the fire to one day collect
and it will burn again as one fire
so strong this time that it burns down the whole house
and as the residence of the house stare at the fire
not with horror but amazement and pride
because this fire is so large that it just can't be contained
and so many more can gather around this giant flame
and feel the scorching addiction of this burn
and the unimaginable warmth it brings

one day it will happen

but the point is

no longer will i say
'i want to go to the past'

i want to say that i treasure the present
and that i look forward to the future

we have the warmest house
but the scorching burn...
the aching addiction
when we feel it again
it will be bigger than ever

we must treasure this warm house though and not think about going to the past
because we need to warm the whole house
before we can have that gigantic legendary fire that will burn so bright not even the farthest coldest edges of the earth would deny the warmth they feel from our fire

i guess i'll end this rant with
AKTF

always cherish the past
always appreciate the present
always look towards the future
never give up Cassiopeia
i know i won't

Changmin does take care of Yunho (even though i dont ship obviously they are closer than blood)

homin’s moments and relationship from a japanese staff’s point of view

this is from a Japanese fan’s Twitter text-photo-post that a Chinese fan has translated; in to English by me.  Not exactly unusual account from a staff to a friend, take with a grain of salt, but most things seems reasonably believable /and oh so very precious;;/   

“K-kun also said, when Changmin looks at Yunho, it’s such a gentle gaze.”

The fan’s words:

“Even though I have some worries, but I still want to write about some moments that made me truly believe in their bond.

Because this is told from a friend, this could be said to be written from my own feelings, I don’t know if this will bring trouble to my friends, I’m a bit cowardly and a little afraid.

(I obtained permission from my friend to write this. If this ever make any problems, I will make this a private note) *t/n this post was made on her blog and then spread through twitter via long text post picture

Anyways, I will try my best to write in a way that won’t trouble my friend.

My friend, K-kun, from sometime ago, has had chance of numerous encounters with Yunho and Changmin.

But K-kun’s knowledge of Tohoshinki is only limited to knowing who is who. He doesn’t know that the two are very close. And he doesn’t know I have a fujoshi side www

K-kun said, I wonder what kind of relationship those two have.

After hearing this I was a bit confused, I thought, “Eh? Is their relationship exposed.”

But then after talking to K-kun about this for some time, I understood that he did not mean it in any shipping ways at all.

K-kun told me these moments between the two.

They don’t talk very often, but they always sit together. When someone they don’t know very well, like K-kun, give a drink to Yunho, Yunho wouldn’t drink it just then. And then at this time, Changmin would very naturally out of instinct take the drink, pour it in a cup, or open the cap and give it to Yunho, and then Yunho drinks it.

Sometimes water drips from the cup; Changmin would clean it immediately.

Sometimes Yunho would be coughing; Changmin would pat his back and give him some water.

Sometimes after sitting so long and suddenly getting up Yunho would feel a bit dizzy; Changmin would hold out his hand and help Yunho immediately.

Even as they leave the room, Changmin’s hand was still holding Yunho’s back.

And in contrast, when Changmin doesn’t feel well, Yunho would concernedly ask about him.

Because it was in Korean, K-kun doesn’t understand, but he can feel the caring in Yunho’s voice.

Sometimes Yunho would shut his eyes and rest, and Changmin gets out of the room for something. Yunho open his eyes and sees that Changmin is not there, and seems a little lost and uneasy, looking around to find him. When Changmin comes back, he would relax and have a relieved expression.

Like when a lost child has found his mother, that kind of expression. *t/n: i laughed yunho you’re two years older???????

And Changmin after coming back would give him a gentle smile as while.

Sometimes Changmin would rest with his eyes closed, or sit around doing other things, for example playing games, and if Yunho by his side needed anything, Changmin would immediately respond.

At the beginning when K-kun saw Changmin like this, he found it quite strange, he thought, why didn’t the staff do these things. Doesn’t Changmin get tired. Why doesn’t Changmin ever complain. But as he saw them more often, K-kun gradually thought, if that was the way they always get along, and then suddenly the staff do these things, they would probably feel more uneasy.

K-kun also said, the two, even towards someone new like K-kun, always treated him seriously. Even though they are such popular celebrities, they are always very polite, and humble as well. WHen leaving, Yunho even shook his hand and said thank you to K-kun.

K-kun also said, when Changmin looks at Yunho, it’s such a gentle gaze, like the Virgin Mary (t/n: i laughed translating this but this is a pretty common expression in Asia as to express kindness and all accepting and fondness kind of thing; it sounds weird in translation but it’s a common phrase js) He thinks that the relationship they have is very special. No matter how many people are in the room, they will have space for the two of them alone. A combination like this, he has never seen before.

And K-kn said he could feel it, for Yunho who feels uneasy when Changmin is not here, his trust for Changmin is absolute.

As I heard these words from K-kun, I thought, the two of them has supported each other and worked through those painful times, and now the bond between the two them, must be something more firm and deep than language can describe.

Maybe lots of things happened, and they will have their own love life, this I won’t refute.

But those people not trusting their bond, I cannot approve of.

Their relationship, what holds them together, must be something even more than bond, than trust, or even love.

And so I like them like so. And I think they will never betray their fans.

I think we should just throw away those unpleasant thoughts, and simply protect the two of them happily smiling, and do the best we can to support them. Such is enough. “

－－－and those were her words :> and I crawl away again I found this today after a day of chemistry and it was heavenly bless/// translating this was bubbly and lovely hope you enjoyed~

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 #literally cried after reading this #beause for a while ive seriously thought about how changmin isnt taking care of yunho and i was all worried ven though i knew i shouldnt be #i would get mad at changmin because blond coordi would be around yunho helping him instead of changmin helping hm #when really it shoul be the staffs job #but still for my boys #they need each other #the youngest need the oldest #but i feel like yunho needs changmin so much #so much more #just like jae needs yoosu so so much sometimes... #im so glad i read this #my worries are relieved #but it somehow hurts more knowing they are like this... ;_;

literally cried after reading thisbeause for a while ive seriously thought about how changmin isnt taking care of yunho and i was all worried ven though i knew i shouldnt bei would get mad at changmin because blond coordi would be around yunho helping him instead of changmin helping hmwhen really it shoul be the staffs jobbut still for my boysthey need each otherthe youngest need the oldestbut i feel like yunho needs changmin so muchso much morejust like jae needs yoosu so so much sometimes...im so glad i read thismy worries are relievedbut it somehow hurts more knowing they are like this... ;_;

JYJ's Tokyo Dome was just brilliant

do you know how brilliant JYJ are?

they were/are always the very emotional ones but they are brilliant.

having Tokyo Dome Live 1st before starting their tour was brilliant.

1- they got to quickly meet all their fans like they promised as they wanted
2- they got to show all those big-shot companies that tried to bribe them with contracts and millions of yen that they can make billions within 3 days
3- they got to show the company that they signed with that they are the real deal
4- they did Tokyo Dome before they started with the new company so people know that this is JYJ's power alone harboring all of this attention
5- they were able to have one last big blow out with their Japanese staff that helped them and stuck by them through and through

they are just so brilliant

its like when you say you hit 2 birds with one stone
they got all 5 of these things accomplished within just 3 days

just such an amazingly smart move

its so funny because SM always acted like the boys don't know what they're doing when they are so god damn smart

SM is always copying JYJ now-a-days too such losers

Stronger Than They Appear

so much god damn injustice.
so much god damn injustice!
its just NOT RIGHT...
when JYJ left they knew this would happen to them but still...
it's been 3 god damn years!
how dare you...
HOW DARE YOU!

i can't even wrap my head around this

i became a fan in 2009 so i was there right when it broke

i was there when all the god damn precious pieces were falling all over the fucking floor
Cassiopeia wants to pick up the pieces
but its so untouchable
and it rots and withers away because no one is there to nourish it

i don't even know what i'm talking about
oh god

it's been 3 god damn years
I AM JYJ bias, okay?
i am
i admit it

i
can't
stand
what
people
do
to
them

the presidential inauguration...
y'know i did get angry
fucking Korean media degrading JYJ and cutting their performance time

what else should i have expected? i thought
of course they would find a way

i had hoped
i had HOPED
that JYJ would have been able to perform like a normal artist for ONCE
ONCE in god damn 3 fucking years
3 GOD DAMN YEARS!

it hurts so much that i had started to think everything was going to be over
that JYJ would finally FINALLY be able to perform like normal

FINALLY

but of course
what was i thinking?
to even put any amount of trust into those god damn show hosts
those god damn camera men
those god damn...
i shouldn't have started to trust them again

it was my fault that i'm so hurt
because i started to trust them again
when i shouldn't have

----

it's just wonderful though
that all these feelings are being brought back now
it's supposed to be a time of happiness and rejoice
in basking in their success
but no
that god damn article
brought back all these dark horrible feelings
it brought them all back to me
because it hurts to re-realize their predicament
it god damn hurts

it made me re-realize why they were so sad for so long
why they write so many sad/angry songs
why they are the true heroes
because in the end
its THEM
THEY are the righteous ones
taking all this CRAP

----

the article made me remember:
that JYJ can't ever show their faces on Music Bank
it made me remember:
Jaejoongs scandal
Yoochuns scandal
it made me remember:
Save Jeju Island
and
Charity Concert in Japan
and
the Buses during Unbelievable Live Tour
it made me remember:
that it was so god damn hard for Junsu to get to perform in his own god damn country when he was promoting his solo album
and then finally they let him perform during a disability charity concert

and they turned the lights off on him and stopped recording

it reminds me:
all of the times the anonymous 'they'
the anonymous 'he'
the anonymous 'friend'
came up and i KNEW they were talking about JYJ
but people couldn't SAY it...

it reminds me:
DBSK were in DEBT to SM when JYJ left

i feel so unbelievably pissed off

and yet i feel god damn proud
and strength
i feel it coursing through my veins
i feel it
i will support JYJ always
no matter how many things they throw at them
no matter what those paid off fucking no good people say about them
no matter what

even if it means that i will feel pain
that people will spit at ME
i will stand by JYJ

they are the real heroes
i am fucking proud of them
SO god damn PROUD
i am so proud to be their fan
i wouldn't trade anything
i will always stand by them

their accomplishments
their achievements
their smiles
their laughter
their success
not only in work but in achieving everything that they want to the way they god damn want to

and

their happiness

it is mine

because they worked hard
because they are honest people
because they don't hurt others
because they TAKE the heat
because they are still humble
because they don't dish back at those bastards that hurt them and blow up even if i think they god damn have every right to

they are amazing

i will ALWAYS stand by them

i will ALWAYS be their fan

because they are better than what has been done to them
because they are better than what has been said about them
because they are better than those people who use underhanded tactics just to make sure that they hurt and that they know that they are being hurt on purpose

they are above all of that

DBSK

JYJ

i like them because of their voices
i like them because of their looks
i like them because they're personalities
i love them because of their hearts

i love that they keep moving
keep pushing through all the tough times
all the rough patches
they don't dwell
they take all that negative energy and they channel it into becoming better

they always strive to become better
they always work their hardest
everyday

THAT is what i love about these boys

THAT is why i'm Cassiopeia
THAT is why i won't ever give up on them

i love them

they are better than all of this

they will rise again

one day

one day

one day

one day

one day


we are waiting

Always Keep The Faith

DB5K are friends and the evidence is with their friends (JYJ and TVXQ)

DB5K are definitely friends

the thing with the Dong Bang boys is that they are so... polite
seriously, have you seen other idols? our boys are basically saints in comparison
which means its harder for them to SHOW their anger, frustrations, etc. with us
not saying that they don't but they are so damn polite
and that's a big reason why i love them but it is a hindrance to our understanding the situation
which is why you have to not only watch the boys closely you must also watch their friends closely
because their friends reveal more than what the boys reveal.

anyways let the analysis begin

when the lawsuit began Yunho and Changmin were on 'break' and JYJ were off on their own

Yoochun bought a house and lived with his family
Junsu lived with his family
Jaejoong lived with (well now we know but we really didnt know back then) Hyunjoong for a while


remember now
Junsu is close friends with Eunhyuk, Leetuk and Sungmin, his Super Junior boys (i wont go into their history, if you want to know how close they are just google it, this is an analysis)

(i must explain though, the Suju boys are a lot freer than DBSK... their concept is that they are all different and do different things, there are many of them so its okay for them to be a little out of line, unlike the DBSK boys...)

anyways at this time Eunhyuk and Leetuk talked a lot about Junsu.  Which was amazing because it was like mentioning any of the JYJ members was like taboo or something. no one would dare to talk about them, but these 2 did. they are THAT close.

(which gave me hope that SM and non SM artist could still be friends, even after all of this lawsuit stuff, friendships outlast all of that)

for Jaejoong i will talk about Hangeng and Hyunjoong

first lets talk about Hyunjoong
Jae stayed at Hyunjoongs for a few months, right? (plus Hyunjoong even went to Canada with Jae that one time, there is no doubt that they are very close friends)
if Hyunjoong was kind enough to let Jae stay with him don't you think they are close enough that Jae would talk to Hyunjoong about his problems?
and Hyunjoong is obviously Jaejoongs friend, he would sympathize with Jae right?

remember when Yunho was on TV promoting their first comeback after the breakup?
the one with Hyunjoong and Yunho
they were very very polite towards each other
i watched as they bowed to each other and shook hands (if i remember they did this right?)
anyways i could tell they were both kind of passive aggressive (at least in my opinion)
Hyunjoong shared an interesting story about Yunho
something along the lines of Yunho being stubborn about paying for the food because Hyunjoong was the dongseng
dont you think it was kind of passive aggressive
its typical if he was with Jae and is on Jae's 'side', or if not side but he agrees with Jae more, that he would say something about Yunho just to tussle him a little?
im not saying Hyunjoong was being malicious or anything
im just saying maybe he wanted to point out to Yunho a flaw of his
anyways it was all in good fun but the whole time i was wondering how Yunho and Hyunjoong felt about each other knowing that Jae left the TVXQ dorm and is staying with Hyunjoong
its like pretending that this big thing that links them isn't there and they just spoke as if they were old friends who didnt see each other too much and nothing interesting was going on at all
even though i was wondering if Yunho ever thought to ask Hyunjoong about Jae afterwards or if they just left the set as if there was nothing to be said to each other
(maybe you should watch it again?)

anyways on to Yunho with Heechul
remember when Junsu wrote that tweet (that every assumes was towards Yunho but who knows)
i remember that Heechul said something very bluntly about 'slave' contracts and how they are not 'slave' contracts, and Shindong also said something too (darn i dont remember and dont want to go look it up)
anyways it was as if they were retorting against accusations against not just themselves but Yunho and Changmin also.

at this point i was a bit confused and riled up.  why announce to the whole world all these problems and fight each other through the public media instead of just meeting up and fixing things?  Maybe it wasn't just towards JYJ, maybe it was also towards the accusing fans (that were and are totally insane)

but the point is we know that Heechul (and Shindong) are in Yunho's camp
Heechul is VERY loyal and i KNOW that Heechul wouldn't allow anyone to hurt or bully Yunho (or Changmin but you know Heechul and Yunho have history, remember when Yunho got poisoned and Heechul wrote that very angry letter?)

anyways that is when i figured, so i guess they are fighting... or at least a little tense
i'm sure that they have different views on this topic (at this point i thought i really didnt like Suju because they always say whatever they want, its so unsightly, but now i appreciate it, at least a little because at least we know exactly where they stand on certain things...)

everyone at this point was also very sensitive

Don't forget about Hangeng, Heechul specifically, missed Hangeng like hell (he still misses him i believe) and it must have crushed Heechul that Hangeng left Super Junior, i'm sure he had some lawsuit/contract anger built up in him even without Yunho and Changmins predicament to set him off

moving forward in time though

i believe that now things are so much better

for one thing Junsu's friend Eunhyuk
they still hang out, still talk, still best friends forever and ever
would Eunhyuk really be so comfortable and happy with Yunho and Changmin when they are collaborating or on a show if Junsu or any of the JYJ boys had bad blood with them?
i think not
smiles and laughs like the ones that Eunhyuk and Leetuk share with the current TVXQ
i dont believe they are fake
i think they ARE friends
which gives me a HUGE amount of faith that Yunho and Changmin are okay with JYJ
I believe that Eunhyuk and Leetuk are very faithful friends to Junsu
no contract or company, nothing, could come between them, they were trainees, kids, together (this goes for Sungmin too)

and don't forget who suddenly took a picture together showing that they were friends
who?
Heechul and Jaejoong of course
SM's two princesses (well 1 former)
anyways if Heechul and Jaejoong are friends things are definitely okay between Jae and Yunho at least because Heechul is Yunho's loyal loyal friend (one thing i'm sure about with Suju is that most of them are extrememly loyal to their friends and very headstrong and determined)

if Yunho and Jae were not on good terms i cannot believe that Heechul would be Jaejoongs friend

and those of you wondering about what i think about Heechul and Hangeng
its obvious that Jae and Hangeng are still friends
they both said something strikingly similar, to the point where i thought, they really must have come up with this conclusion together because there is no other way they could have thought the exact same thing at the same time
Jaejoong revealed something about when JYJ left quite recently, it was that JYJ article where they talked about the lawsuit. he said something along the lines of 'we needed to leave when our popularity was at its peak, so that people would know that we left because of corruption of the company'
Hangeng said the same thing when he was interviewed about leaving SM on a TV show. and if you know anything about Jae and Hangeng, they share each others sentiments, they are very similar in this aspect (i was rather surprised though that they still talked because they don't mention each other, especially in the recent years, but the connection is still there. and this doesn't have much to do with anything but they both have white snakes in their MV's that are 'evil', just saying, and if you think about it pointing out that they are close friends now would just leave people thinking that they conspired together, which sounds sneaky and horrible, which they are not )


but over all the conclusion is this

for now i think DB5K are on good terms

i think the reason we don't see them together is, well for one they all are quite busy, and two it would put too much pressure on them to get back together right away.

think about it

if they have different views on the contract and the way they will go about their next few years then they cant be together

i have accepted that they have different views but many Cassiopeia haven't
think about it
DB5K go to a restaurant
tell me how many people would say 'omg are they getting back together?!'
i know i would be one of those people
but you know
just being together as friends wont get you a contract together to work together
its so much more complicated than 'are they friends or not friends'
them working together is their life choice
it involves business and contracts and so many other complicated things...

if they can't they can't and being seen together would only cause so many more problems than not being seen together
it would save Cassiopeia so much pain if they dont see each other in public
and i know that many would not agree but it is true

but let me reassure you something
i'm sure they are friends
i'm sure they see each other (definitely not in public places but privately so no one knows and it doesn't cause complications)

i'm sure that they are friends
i am absolutely positive
there is no doubt in my mind

for a fan who has been here to watch all of these things occur
and trying to piece together everything

i am so sure so it's okay

they don't hate each other so take a breath :)

maybe someday we will see DB5K again on that stage

but for now isn't it enough to know that they are still friends who love each other?

well, it's not for me but i live well enough knowing that there is that love still there, and that hope is also still there

its the reason i always keep the faith

but lets respect them
they've worked so hard
i will continue to try to be the best i can be for them also

good night!

Yunjae

its been a long time
yunjae...
i dont doubt they love each other
never ever ever
i will never doubt that

they love each other
like LOVE love each other

its just fate
its just the way things are
they are just meant to be

i never believed in fate before yunjae
never did
but yunjae is just so...
right

they are so right

its sad that it hurts
its sad
the situation
everything thats wrong

but them together
THAT
is so right.

im not one of those people who think that everything that yunjae do they do for each other
they are people
people who are so different from each other
they cant be together in front of us right now
they cant be together everyday every hour right now

but they ARE together again

i am sure

they are...

they are so messed up
they are a 'hot' couple, its so obvious
they love each other and there is no logic to it
there is just passion
their love is plain passion

its NOT logical for them to be together
im sure they both know that

but they are

its because they love each other
they were fated to love each other
they themselves...
they were meant to be

i am so sure of this

i am so sure of their love

its so warm
when i see them together
i know i am not the only one who sees it

its so warm
when they glance
when they touch
and i know they share something more
you just FEEL it

they are so right
them together

they are so right