To Changmin

To Maknae Changmin,
You are so cute.  You are.  Believe it.  Since debut you have always doubted it and i have to say right now.  You are cute. 
Being the youngest must be hard on you, who is the oldest in your family.  You always say that the other members are mean to you or bully you.  They just love you so much that they want to tease you.  Since you are the youngest they especially take care of you.  I dare say they spoil you, the way they all dote on you.  You must hate it.  It's quiet funny. 
But i do see you, when the other members are hurt you may not be the one they turn to but you are always watching and making sure your there for them, and when YOU are hurt you hardly ever burden them with it.  I admire that.
When i heard you talking about becoming an idol, the way you hardly tried but still got in, i was a little skeptical   All your hyungs tried so hard and yet you got in so easily, how unfair, but i think it was fate.
DBSK wouldn't be the same without you. 
Don't ever think 'thing's would be better without me' or any of those types of thoughts. 
DBSK would be totally different if you hadn't joined.  If you had not been playing tennis that day, if that scouting lady had not seen you and given you the paper, if you had not shown your parents, if your mom didn't drag you to auditions....
but all that DID happen, and you became a DBSK member.  A member that we cherish SO MUCH.  The company accepted you because you were SO good at singing, and you ARE.  Your voice just keeps improving and wowing us all. 
Then you danced so well even though you never danced before. 
We all look at you and think of how proud we are of our youngest member. 
We care about you so much.  Cassiopeia wouldn't even be called Cassiopeia if it wasn't for you. 
It was all fate.
I know if you could live again you said you wanted a normal life, I'm sorry you never got to have that normal life that you wanted.  But don't regret joining DBSK and experiencing so much with them. 
Lastly, Changmin i want to say you are very strong and mature, but please listen to your hyungs and don't scratch or push them (especially Yunho *ahem*).  That is my only worry. 
I know after the lawsuit you have been doing all the things Jaejoong and the other members used to do for Yunho, like reminding him to eat, and covering his face when he sleeps on the plane.  I just want to say thank you.  You will always be the super maknae!  Cassiopeia will always watch you and love you!

Sincerely,
An American Cassiopeia